Forgiveness for me is one of the simplest things in life because my personal belief is that a repentant soul clearly deserves forgiveness and yields happier fulfilling moments. I went through a very trying day with no calls from the Biker and was disturbed by his silence. It was when I was about to give up on him that he remembered to send me a text message like nothing had gone wrong. I was still trying to make up my mind about whether or not to reply when he called. I couldn't hide the chill in my voice and I said I would meet him after I left work.
I was still feeling low when i got home but he was already waiting for me. I almost broke down trying to explain to him what exactky my suspicions had been about his actions. The Biker got down on his knees and begged me to forgive him. He swore from the bottom of his heart that he did not have any ill intentions. We spoke until the wee hours of the morning after showering separately for the first time since we begun seeing each other. It was akin to breaking an age-old family tradition whose impact was not lost on him.
I believe there is no bigger turn on than sex after a quarrel. I had to convince the Biker that I was wrestling my emotions to finally forgive him so i held out until the morning. I woke up feeling extremely horny and we went on to have the best sex ever. I guess it had alot to do with the fact that we involved our emotions but I can't wait for the next break up to make up.
2 comments:
Sister dearest, I think it was a mistake to get it on with him esp since you have not told us what really went on. What was his reason for not calling. Pls do not end up like us taking back the person and having sex with him when you both clearly know that nothing has changed and that this is just the beginning of the lies
much love my dear
Big Mama...Big Mama, i dont know where to begin i think your are so hooked i knew it !!! congrats you have finally found love my dear so enjoy it.
Byeitex
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