Confessions

Just when I thought there was going to be no way out, I got some information that lessened my guilt tremendously. I confessed to the Biker about my relationship with Q and told him that although it is obviously going no where, we share a special bond that just cannot be broken. Luckily for me, he also had some skeletons in his closet which made me feel better about myself. Apparently, the Biker has been in this stable relationship with a lady whose name ironically differs from mine only on the last letter.

This knowledge has helped me put my feelings into perspective since I was beginning to feel like i belonged. Anyway, the huge dilema is that much as i still care for Q, I know I like the Biker more. For a guy who is in a steady relationship, it puzzles me when he introduces me to his kin and folk as his girlfriend. He also says he wants me to introduce him to my pals as my boyfriend. I've driven a man to the point of utter confusion. He continuously tells me he sees the woman he wants to settle down with in me. I am definately not ready to settle down but i get really flattered when he syas these things to me.