Today is one of those days that I get to ponder upon the difficult question that is my future. To understand my dilema, one has to first understand my life. I have a phobia for commitment which makes me run at the first sign of a guy who is here to stay. I sometimes wonder who it will be that will catch me in flight.
I am still having a heavy long distance thing going on with my ex who is currently in Bagdad. Along with him is this other guy that i've been "seeing" on and off for the last four years. (Even before my ex really became an ex!). As if this this isn't bad enough, i sometimes spend a rather exciting time with some special friends whom i see only when i fight with the first two.
Anyways, recently i added one other friend who has exhibited potential of getting to be more than just a friend (The biker). Today for some reason, the ex called asking after me, the regular guy called wanting to see me this evening, the biker and I (God bless him!); has fallen into this routine where we see each other every after work and one of my special friends was simply checking on me. Whom should i see tonight? I neither want to change this beautiful pattern with the biker nor do I feel ready to let go of my regular guy with whom i'd kind of developed this pattern before saying I had suddenly gotten busy with work.
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Its raining men? Is it a coincidence that all the artistes who sang this song were big mommas in their own right? What are u doing pondering who to take out at 3.39am? Maybe you should start dating pilots. They are the only ones who will catch you in flight.
hi nice job u r doing de hope r work will help all women infact pple
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