Thursday, September 27, 2007

Does absence really make the heart grow fonder??????

I am forced to ask what the person who coined the saying "Absence makes the heart grow fonder" was smoking. I know I am a unique human being in several aspects but I do not conform to the above saying. It will be a week tomorrow since the Biker left town but already, I have been tempted to "google" through my little black book for someone to temporarily fill the void. I know he returns to town on Saturday night but the emptiness I felt after I saw him off has worn off at the speed of light! This, I know is contradictory to what I told you earlier but he's absence has helped me realise that theres more to life than a sensual foot massage.
I'm not sure this decision to revert to my little black book would have been easier made had it not been for the contant messages that a few of my special friends have plagued my inbox with. I must give it to them for their impeccable timing. I was starting to get tired of hearing Q go on and on about what a great time we shared last Sunday and was beginning to look for the ultimate thrill of the week.
As it seems, I've not reached the desperate point where my body makes demands that cause me to throw all caution to the wind. Since today is Thursday, let me see how much longer I can hold off the raw urge to indulge. Till then, I remain yours, Big Mama

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